I'm searching for a word that I'm not entirely sure exists.
A word to describe a realization I had in the wake of a feeling that came and went.
The definition I'm currently working with is
"A brief sadness brought on by the sudden realization that you have never felt so deeply for a romantic partner as you have for the moment that just passed. That you lament the passing of the moment, while also feeling immense gratitude for having been able to experience it. You embrace the turn in the clockwork, unconcerned by the knowledge that the best cannot linger no matter how much we should like it to. Simultaneously in love with an instance and painfully aware loneliness and solitude in such an infatuation."
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For now let's call it self-lamenfatuization.
Side effects include a high pitched frequency felt in your heart when you look in the mirror; which will quickly pass, but whose sensation will haunt the bearer for some time afterwards...
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